In the latter part of the last century there lived a man of science, an eminent proficient in every branch of natural philosophy, who not long before our story opens had made experience of a spiritual affinity more attractive than any chemical one. He had left his laboratory to the care of an assistant, cleared his fine countenance from the furnace smoke, washed the stain of acids from his fingers, and persuaded a beautiful woman to become his wife. In those days when the comparatively recent discovery of electricity and other kindred mysteries of Nature seemed to open paths into the region of miracle, it was not unusual for the love of science to rival the love of woman in its depth and absorbing energy. The higher intellect, the imagination, the spirit, and even the heart might all find their congenial aliment in pursuits which, as some of their ardent votaries believed, would ascend from one step of powerful intelligence to another, until the philosopher should lay his hand on the secret of creative force and perhaps make new worlds for himself. We know not whether Aylmer possessed this degree of faith in man's ultimate control over Nature. He had devoted himself, however, too unreservedly to scientific studies ever to be weaned from them by any second passion. His love for his young wife might prove the stronger of the two; but it could only be by intertwining itself with his love of science, and uniting the strength of the latter to his own.
Such a union accordingly took place, and
was attended with truly remarkable consequences and a deeply impressive moral.
One day, very soon after their marriage, Aylmer sat gazing at his wife with a
trouble in his countenance that grew stronger until he spoke.
"Georgiana," said he, "has
it never occurred to you that the mark upon your cheek might be removed?"
"No, indeed," said she,
smiling; but perceiving the seriousness of his manner, she blushed deeply.
"To tell you the truth it has been so often called a charm that I was
simple enough to imagine it might be so."
"Ah, upon another face perhaps it
might," replied her husband; "but never on yours. No, dearest
Georgiana, you came so nearly perfect from the hand of Nature that this
slightest possible defect, which we hesitate whether to term a defect or a
beauty, shocks me, as being the visible mark of earthly imperfection."
"Shocks you, my husband!" cried
Georgiana, deeply hurt; at first reddening with momentary anger, but then
bursting into tears. "Then why did you take me from my mother's side? You
cannot love what shocks you!"
To explain this conversation it must be
mentioned that in the centre of Georgiana's left cheek there was a singular
mark, deeply interwoven, as it were, with the texture and substance of her
face. In the usual state of her complexion—a healthy though delicate bloom—the
mark wore a tint of deeper crimson, which imperfectly defined its shape amid
the surrounding rosiness. When she blushed it gradually became more indistinct,
and finally vanished amid the triumphant rush of blood that bathed the whole
cheek with its brilliant glow. But if any shifting motion caused her to turn
pale there was the mark again, a crimson stain upon the snow, in what Aylmer
sometimes deemed an almost fearful distinctness. Its shape bore not a little
similarity to the human hand, though of the smallest pygmy size. Georgiana's
lovers were wont to say that some fairy at her birth hour had laid her tiny
hand upon the infant's cheek, and left this impress there in token of the magic
endowments that were to give her such sway over all hearts. Many a desperate
swain would have risked life for the privilege of pressing his lips to the
mysterious hand. It must not be concealed, however, that the impression wrought
by this fairy sign manual varied exceedingly, according to the difference of
temperament in the beholders. Some fastidious persons—but they were exclusively
of her own sex—affirmed that the bloody hand, as they chose to call it, quite
destroyed the effect of Georgiana's beauty, and rendered her countenance even
hideous. But it would be as reasonable to say that one of those small blue
stains which sometimes occur in the purest statuary marble would convert the
Eve of Powers to a monster. Masculine observers, if the birthmark did not
heighten their admiration, contented themselves with wishing it away, that the
world might possess one living specimen of ideal loveliness without the
semblance of a flaw. After his marriage,—for he thought little or nothing of
the matter before,—Aylmer discovered that this was the case with himself.
Had she been less beautiful,—if Envy's
self could have found aught else to sneer at,—he might have felt his affection
heightened by the prettiness of this mimic hand, now vaguely portrayed, now
lost, now stealing forth again and glimmering to and fro with every pulse of
emotion that throbbed within her heart; but seeing her otherwise so perfect, he
found this one defect grow more and more intolerable with every moment of their
united lives. It was the fatal flaw of humanity which Nature, in one shape or
another, stamps ineffaceably on all her productions, either to imply that they
are temporary and finite, or that their perfection must be wrought by toil and
pain. The crimson hand expressed the ineludible gripe in which mortality clutches
the highest and purest of earthly mould, degrading them into kindred with the
lowest, and even with the very brutes, like whom their visible frames return to
dust. In this manner, selecting it as the symbol of his wife's liability to
sin, sorrow, decay, and death, Aylmer's sombre imagination was not long in
rendering the birthmark a frightful object, causing him more trouble and horror
than ever Georgiana's beauty, whether of soul or sense, had given him delight.
At all the seasons which should have been
their happiest, he invariably and without intending it, nay, in spite of a
purpose to the contrary, reverted to this one disastrous topic. Trifling as it
at first appeared, it so connected itself with innumerable trains of thought
and modes of feeling that it became the central point of all. With the morning
twilight Aylmer opened his eyes upon his wife's face and recognized the symbol
of imperfection; and when they sat together at the evening hearth his eyes
wandered stealthily to her cheek, and beheld, flickering with the blaze of the
wood fire, the spectral hand that wrote mortality where he would fain have
worshipped. Georgiana soon learned to shudder at his gaze. It needed but a
glance with the peculiar expression that his face often wore to change the
roses of her cheek into a deathlike paleness, amid which the crimson hand was
brought strongly out, like a bass-relief of ruby on the whitest marble.
Late one night when the lights were
growing dim, so as hardly to betray the stain on the poor wife's cheek, she
herself, for the first time, voluntarily took up the subject.
"Do you remember, my dear
Aylmer," said she, with a feeble attempt at a smile, "have you any
recollection of a dream last night about this odious hand?"
"None! none whatever!" replied
Aylmer, starting; but then he added, in a dry, cold tone, affected for the sake
of concealing the real depth of his emotion, "I might well dream of it;
for before I fell asleep it had taken a pretty firm hold of my fancy."
"And you did dream of it?" continued
Georgiana, hastily; for she dreaded lest a gush of tears should interrupt what
she had to say. "A terrible dream! I wonder that you can forget it. Is it
possible to forget this one expression?—'It is in her heart now; we must have
it out!' Reflect, my husband; for by all means I would have you recall that
dream."
The mind is in a sad state when Sleep,
the all-involving, cannot confine her spectres within the dim region of her
sway, but suffers them to break forth, affrighting this actual life with secrets
that perchance belong to a deeper one. Aylmer now remembered his dream. He had
fancied himself with his servant Aminadab, attempting an operation for the
removal of the birthmark; but the deeper went the knife, the deeper sank the
hand, until at length its tiny grasp appeared to have caught hold of
Georgiana's heart; whence, however, her husband was inexorably resolved to cut
or wrench it away.
When the dream had shaped itself
perfectly in his memory, Aylmer sat in his wife's presence with a guilty feeling.
Truth often finds its way to the mind close muffled in robes of sleep, and then
speaks with uncompromising directness of matters in regard to which we practise
an unconscious self-deception during our waking moments. Until now he had not
been aware of the tyrannizing influence acquired by one idea over his mind, and
of the lengths which he might find in his heart to go for the sake of giving
himself peace.
"Aylmer," resumed Georgiana,
solemnly, "I know not what may be the cost to both of us to rid me of this
fatal birthmark. Perhaps its removal may cause cureless deformity; or it may be
the stain goes as deep as life itself. Again: do we know that there is a
possibility, on any terms, of unclasping the firm gripe of this little hand
which was laid upon me before I came into the world?"
"Dearest Georgiana, I have spent
much thought upon the subject," hastily interrupted Aylmer. "I am
convinced of the perfect practicability of its removal."
"If there be the remotest
possibility of it," continued Georgiana, "let the attempt be made at
whatever risk. Danger is nothing to me; for life, while this hateful mark makes
me the object of your horror and disgust,—life is a burden which I would fling
down with joy. Either remove this dreadful hand, or take my wretched life! You
have deep science. All the world bears witness of it. You have achieved great
wonders. Cannot you remove this little, little mark, which I cover with the
tips of two small fingers? Is this beyond your power, for the sake of your own
peace, and to save your poor wife from madness?"
"Noblest, dearest, tenderest
wife," cried Aylmer, rapturously, "doubt not my power. I have already
given this matter the deepest thought—thought which might almost have
enlightened me to create a being less perfect than yourself. Georgiana, you
have led me deeper than ever into the heart of science. I feel myself fully
competent to render this dear cheek as faultless as its fellow; and then, most
beloved, what will be my triumph when I shall have corrected what Nature left
imperfect in her fairest work! Even Pygmalion, when his sculptured woman
assumed life, felt not greater ecstasy than mine will be."
"It is resolved, then," said
Georgiana, faintly smiling. "And, Aylmer, spare me not, though you should
find the birthmark take refuge in my heart at last."
Her husband tenderly kissed her cheek—her
right cheek—not that which bore the impress of the crimson hand.
The next day Aylmer apprised his wife of
a plan that he had formed whereby he might have opportunity for the intense
thought and constant watchfulness which the proposed operation would require;
while Georgiana, likewise, would enjoy the perfect repose essential to its
success. They were to seclude themselves in the extensive apartments occupied
by Aylmer as a laboratory, and where, during his toilsome youth, he had made
discoveries in the elemental powers of Nature that had roused the admiration of
all the learned societies in Europe. Seated calmly in this laboratory, the pale
philosopher had investigated the secrets of the highest cloud region and of the
profoundest mines; he had satisfied himself of the causes that kindled and kept
alive the fires of the volcano; and had explained the mystery of fountains, and
how it is that they gush forth, some so bright and pure, and others with such
rich medicinal virtues, from the dark bosom of the earth. Here, too, at an
earlier period, he had studied the wonders of the human frame, and attempted to
fathom the very process by which Nature assimilates all her precious influences
from earth and air, and from the spiritual world, to create and foster man, her
masterpiece. The latter pursuit, however, Aylmer had long laid aside in
unwilling recognition of the truth—against which all seekers sooner or later
stumble—that our great creative Mother, while she amuses us with apparently
working in the broadest sunshine, is yet severely careful to keep her own
secrets, and, in spite of her pretended openness, shows us nothing but results.
She permits us, indeed, to mar, but seldom to mend, and, like a jealous
patentee, on no account to make. Now, however, Aylmer resumed these
half-forgotten investigations; not, of course, with such hopes or wishes as
first suggested them; but because they involved much physiological truth and
lay in the path of his proposed scheme for the treatment of Georgiana.
As he led her over the threshold of the
laboratory, Georgiana was cold and tremulous. Aylmer looked cheerfully into her
face, with intent to reassure her, but was so startled with the intense glow of
the birthmark upon the whiteness of her cheek that he could not restrain a
strong convulsive shudder. His wife fainted.
"Aminadab! Aminadab!" shouted
Aylmer, stamping violently on the floor.
Forthwith there issued from an inner
apartment a man of low stature, but bulky frame, with shaggy hair hanging about
his visage, which was grimed with the vapors of the furnace. This personage had
been Aylmer's underworker during his whole scientific career, and was admirably
fitted for that office by his great mechanical readiness, and the skill with
which, while incapable of comprehending a single principle, he executed all the
details of his master's experiments. With his vast strength, his shaggy hair,
his smoky aspect, and the indescribable earthiness that incrusted him, he
seemed to represent man's physical nature; while Aylmer's slender figure, and
pale, intellectual face, were no less apt a type of the spiritual element.
"Throw open the door of the boudoir,
Aminadab," said Aylmer, "and burn a pastil."
"Yes, master," answered
Aminadab, looking intently at the lifeless form of Georgiana; and then he
muttered to himself, "If she were my wife, I'd never part with that
birthmark."
When Georgiana recovered consciousness
she found herself breathing an atmosphere of penetrating fragrance, the gentle
potency of which had recalled her from her deathlike faintness. The scene
around her looked like enchantment. Aylmer had converted those smoky, dingy,
sombre rooms, where he had spent his brightest years in recondite pursuits,
into a series of beautiful apartments not unfit to be the secluded abode of a
lovely woman. The walls were hung with gorgeous curtains, which imparted the
combination of grandeur and grace that no other species of adornment can
achieve; and as they fell from the ceiling to the floor, their rich and
ponderous folds, concealing all angles and straight lines, appeared to shut in
the scene from infinite space. For aught Georgiana knew, it might be a pavilion
among the clouds. And Aylmer, excluding the sunshine, which would have
interfered with his chemical processes, had supplied its place with perfumed
lamps, emitting flames of various hue, but all uniting in a soft, impurpled
radiance. He now knelt by his wife's side, watching her earnestly, but without
alarm; for he was confident in his science, and felt that he could draw a magic
circle round her within which no evil might intrude.
"Where am I? Ah, I remember,"
said Georgiana, faintly; and she placed her hand over her cheek to hide the
terrible mark from her husband's eyes.
"Fear not, dearest!" exclaimed
he. "Do not shrink from me! Believe me, Georgiana, I even rejoice in this
single imperfection, since it will be such a rapture to remove it."
"Oh, spare me!" sadly replied
his wife. "Pray do not look at it again. I never can forget that
convulsive shudder."
In order to soothe Georgiana, and, as it
were, to release her mind from the burden of actual things, Aylmer now put in
practice some of the light and playful secrets which science had taught him
among its profounder lore. Airy figures, absolutely bodiless ideas, and forms
of unsubstantial beauty came and danced before her, imprinting their momentary
footsteps on beams of light. Though she had some indistinct idea of the method
of these optical phenomena, still the illusion was almost perfect enough to
warrant the belief that her husband possessed sway over the spiritual world.
Then again, when she felt a wish to look forth from her seclusion, immediately,
as if her thoughts were answered, the procession of external existence flitted
across a screen. The scenery and the figures of actual life were perfectly
represented, but with that bewitching, yet indescribable difference which
always makes a picture, an image, or a shadow so much more attractive than the
original. When wearied of this, Aylmer bade her cast her eyes upon a vessel
containing a quantity of earth. She did so, with little interest at first; but
was soon startled to perceive the germ of a plant shooting upward from the
soil. Then came the slender stalk; the leaves gradually unfolded themselves;
and amid them was a perfect and lovely flower.
"It is magical!" cried
Georgiana. "I dare not touch it."
"Nay, pluck it," answered
Aylmer,—"pluck it, and inhale its brief perfume while you may. The flower
will wither in a few moments and leave nothing save its brown seed vessels; but
thence may be perpetuated a race as ephemeral as itself."
But Georgiana had no sooner touched the
flower than the whole plant suffered a blight, its leaves turning coal-black as
if by the agency of fire.
"There was too powerful a
stimulus," said Aylmer, thoughtfully.
To make up for this abortive experiment,
he proposed to take her portrait by a scientific process of his own invention.
It was to be effected by rays of light striking upon a polished plate of metal.
Georgiana assented; but, on looking at the result, was affrighted to find the
features of the portrait blurred and indefinable; while the minute figure of a
hand appeared where the cheek should have been. Aylmer snatched the metallic
plate and threw it into a jar of corrosive acid.
Soon, however, he forgot these mortifying
failures. In the intervals of study and chemical experiment he came to her
flushed and exhausted, but seemed invigorated by her presence, and spoke in
glowing language of the resources of his art. He gave a history of the long
dynasty of the alchemists, who spent so many ages in quest of the universal
solvent by which the golden principle might be elicited from all things vile
and base. Aylmer appeared to believe that, by the plainest scientific logic, it
was altogether within the limits of possibility to discover this long-sought
medium; "but," he added, "a philosopher who should go deep
enough to acquire the power would attain too lofty a wisdom to stoop to the
exercise of it." Not less singular were his opinions in regard to the
elixir vitae. He more than intimated that it was at his option to concoct a
liquid that should prolong life for years, perhaps interminably; but that it
would produce a discord in Nature which all the world, and chiefly the quaffer
of the immortal nostrum, would find cause to curse.
"Aylmer, are you in earnest?"
asked Georgiana, looking at him with amazement and fear. "It is terrible
to possess such power, or even to dream of possessing it."
"Oh, do not tremble, my love,"
said her husband. "I would not wrong either you or myself by working such
inharmonious effects upon our lives; but I would have you consider how
trifling, in comparison, is the skill requisite to remove this little
hand."
At the mention of the birthmark,
Georgiana, as usual, shrank as if a redhot iron had touched her cheek.
Again Aylmer applied himself to his
labors. She could hear his voice in the distant furnace room giving directions
to Aminadab, whose harsh, uncouth, misshapen tones were audible in response,
more like the grunt or growl of a brute than human speech. After hours of
absence, Aylmer reappeared and proposed that she should now examine his cabinet
of chemical products and natural treasures of the earth. Among the former he
showed her a small vial, in which, he remarked, was contained a gentle yet most
powerful fragrance, capable of impregnating all the breezes that blow across a
kingdom. They were of inestimable value, the contents of that little vial; and,
as he said so, he threw some of the perfume into the air and filled the room
with piercing and invigorating delight.
"And what is this?" asked
Georgiana, pointing to a small crystal globe containing a gold-colored liquid.
"It is so beautiful to the eye that I could imagine it the elixir of
life."
"In one sense it is," replied
Aylmer; "or, rather, the elixir of immortality. It is the most precious
poison that ever was concocted in this world. By its aid I could apportion the lifetime
of any mortal at whom you might point your finger. The strength of the dose
would determine whether he were to linger out years, or drop dead in the midst
of a breath. No king on his guarded throne could keep his life if I, in my
private station, should deem that the welfare of millions justified me in
depriving him of it."
"Why do you keep such a terrific
drug?" inquired Georgiana in horror.
"Do not mistrust me, dearest,"
said her husband, smiling; "its virtuous potency is yet greater than its harmful
one. But see! here is a powerful cosmetic. With a few drops of this in a vase
of water, freckles may be washed away as easily as the hands are cleansed. A
stronger infusion would take the blood out of the cheek, and leave the rosiest
beauty a pale ghost."
"Is it with this lotion that you
intend to bathe my cheek?" asked Georgiana, anxiously.
"Oh, no," hastily replied her
husband; "this is merely superficial. Your case demands a remedy that
shall go deeper."
In his interviews with Georgiana, Aylmer
generally made minute inquiries as to her sensations and whether the
confinement of the rooms and the temperature of the atmosphere agreed with her.
These questions had such a particular drift that Georgiana began to conjecture
that she was already subjected to certain physical influences, either breathed
in with the fragrant air or taken with her food. She fancied likewise, but it
might be altogether fancy, that there was a stirring up of her system—a
strange, indefinite sensation creeping through her veins, and tingling, half
painfully, half pleasurably, at her heart. Still, whenever she dared to look
into the mirror, there she beheld herself pale as a white rose and with the
crimson birthmark stamped upon her cheek. Not even Aylmer now hated it so much
as she.
To dispel the tedium of the hours which
her husband found it necessary to devote to the processes of combination and
analysis, Georgiana turned over the volumes of his scientific library. In many
dark old tomes she met with chapters full of romance and poetry. They were the
works of philosophers of the middle ages, such as Albertus Magnus, Cornelius
Agrippa, Paracelsus, and the famous friar who created the prophetic Brazen
Head. All these antique naturalists stood in advance of their centuries, yet were
imbued with some of their credulity, and therefore were believed, and perhaps
imagined themselves to have acquired from the investigation of Nature a power
above Nature, and from physics a sway over the spiritual world. Hardly less
curious and imaginative were the early volumes of the Transactions of the Royal
Society, in which the members, knowing little of the limits of natural
possibility, were continually recording wonders or proposing methods whereby
wonders might be wrought.
But to Georgiana the most engrossing
volume was a large folio from her husband's own hand, in which he had recorded
every experiment of his scientific career, its original aim, the methods
adopted for its development, and its final success or failure, with the
circumstances to which either event was attributable. The book, in truth, was
both the history and emblem of his ardent, ambitious, imaginative, yet
practical and laborious life. He handled physical details as if there were
nothing beyond them; yet spiritualized them all, and redeemed himself from
materialism by his strong and eager aspiration towards the infinite. In his
grasp the veriest clod of earth assumed a soul. Georgiana, as she read,
reverenced Aylmer and loved him more profoundly than ever, but with a less entire
dependence on his judgment than heretofore. Much as he had accomplished, she
could not but observe that his most splendid successes were almost invariably
failures, if compared with the ideal at which he aimed. His brightest diamonds
were the merest pebbles, and felt to be so by himself, in comparison with the
inestimable gems which lay hidden beyond his reach. The volume, rich with
achievements that had won renown for its author, was yet as melancholy a record
as ever mortal hand had penned. It was the sad confession and continual
exemplification of the shortcomings of the composite man, the spirit burdened
with clay and working in matter, and of the despair that assails the higher
nature at finding itself so miserably thwarted by the earthly part. Perhaps
every man of genius in whatever sphere might recognize the image of his own
experience in Aylmer's journal.
So deeply did these reflections affect
Georgiana that she laid her face upon the open volume and burst into tears. In
this situation she was found by her husband.
"It is dangerous to read in a
sorcerer's books," said he with a smile, though his countenance was uneasy
and displeased. "Georgiana, there are pages in that volume which I can
scarcely glance over and keep my senses. Take heed lest it prove as detrimental
to you."
"It has made me worship you more
than ever," said she.
"Ah, wait for this one
success," rejoined he, "then worship me if you will. I shall deem
myself hardly unworthy of it. But come, I have sought you for the luxury of
your voice. Sing to me, dearest."
So she poured out the liquid music of her
voice to quench the thirst of his spirit. He then took his leave with a boyish
exuberance of gayety, assuring her that her seclusion would endure but a little
longer, and that the result was already certain. Scarcely had he departed when
Georgiana felt irresistibly impelled to follow him. She had forgotten to inform
Aylmer of a symptom which for two or three hours past had begun to excite her
attention. It was a sensation in the fatal birthmark, not painful, but which
induced a restlessness throughout her system. Hastening after her husband, she
intruded for the first time into the laboratory.
The first thing that struck her eye was
the furnace, that hot and feverish worker, with the intense glow of its fire,
which by the quantities of soot clustered above it seemed to have been burning
for ages. There was a distilling apparatus in full operation. Around the room
were retorts, tubes, cylinders, crucibles, and other apparatus of chemical research.
An electrical machine stood ready for immediate use. The atmosphere felt
oppressively close, and was tainted with gaseous odors which had been tormented
forth by the processes of science. The severe and homely simplicity of the
apartment, with its naked walls and brick pavement, looked strange, accustomed
as Georgiana had become to the fantastic elegance of her boudoir. But what
chiefly, indeed almost solely, drew her attention, was the aspect of Aylmer
himself.
He was pale as death, anxious and absorbed,
and hung over the furnace as if it depended upon his utmost watchfulness
whether the liquid which it was distilling should be the draught of immortal
happiness or misery. How different from the sanguine and joyous mien that he
had assumed for Georgiana's encouragement!
"Carefully now, Aminadab; carefully,
thou human machine; carefully, thou man of clay!" muttered Aylmer, more to
himself than his assistant. "Now, if there be a thought too much or too
little, it is all over."
"Ho! ho!" mumbled Aminadab.
"Look, master! look!"
Aylmer raised his eyes hastily, and at
first reddened, then grew paler than ever, on beholding Georgiana. He rushed
towards her and seized her arm with a gripe that left the print of his fingers
upon it.
"Why do you come hither? Have you no
trust in your husband?" cried he, impetuously. "Would you throw the
blight of that fatal birthmark over my labors? It is not well done. Go, prying
woman, go!"
"Nay, Aylmer," said Georgiana
with the firmness of which she possessed no stinted endowment, "it is not
you that have a right to complain. You mistrust your wife; you have concealed
the anxiety with which you watch the development of this experiment. Think not
so unworthily of me, my husband. Tell me all the risk we run, and fear not that
I shall shrink; for my share in it is far less than your own."
"No, no, Georgiana!" said
Aylmer, impatiently; "it must not be."
"I submit," replied she calmly.
"And, Aylmer, I shall quaff whatever draught you bring me; but it will be
on the same principle that would induce me to take a dose of poison if offered
by your hand."
"My noble wife," said Aylmer,
deeply moved, "I knew not the height and depth of your nature until now.
Nothing shall be concealed. Know, then, that this crimson hand, superficial as
it seems, has clutched its grasp into your being with a strength of which I had
no previous conception. I have already administered agents powerful enough to
do aught except to change your entire physical system. Only one thing remains
to be tried. If that fail us we are ruined."
"Why did you hesitate to tell me
this?" asked she.
"Because, Georgiana," said
Aylmer, in a low voice, "there is danger."
"Danger? There is but one
danger—that this horrible stigma shall be left upon my cheek!" cried
Georgiana. "Remove it, remove it, whatever be the cost, or we shall both
go mad!"
"Heaven knows your words are too
true," said Aylmer, sadly. "And now, dearest, return to your boudoir.
In a little while all will be tested."
He conducted her back and took leave of
her with a solemn tenderness which spoke far more than his words how much was
now at stake. After his departure Georgiana became rapt in musings. She
considered the character of Aylmer, and did it completer justice than at any
previous moment. Her heart exulted, while it trembled, at his honorable love—so
pure and lofty that it would accept nothing less than perfection nor miserably
make itself contented with an earthlier nature than he had dreamed of. She felt
how much more precious was such a sentiment than that meaner kind which would
have borne with the imperfection for her sake, and have been guilty of treason
to holy love by degrading its perfect idea to the level of the actual; and with
her whole spirit she prayed that, for a single moment, she might satisfy his
highest and deepest conception. Longer than one moment she well knew it could
not be; for his spirit was ever on the march, ever ascending, and each instant
required something that was beyond the scope of the instant before.
The sound of her husband's footsteps
aroused her. He bore a crystal goblet containing a liquor colorless as water,
but bright enough to be the draught of immortality. Aylmer was pale; but it
seemed rather the consequence of a highly-wrought state of mind and tension of
spirit than of fear or doubt.
"The concoction of the draught has
been perfect," said he, in answer to Georgiana's look. "Unless all my
science have deceived me, it cannot fail."
"Save on your account, my dearest
Aylmer," observed his wife, "I might wish to put off this birthmark
of mortality by relinquishing mortality itself in preference to any other mode.
Life is but a sad possession to those who have attained precisely the degree of
moral advancement at which I stand. Were I weaker and blinder it might be
happiness. Were I stronger, it might be endured hopefully. But, being what I
find myself, methinks I am of all mortals the most fit to die."
"You are fit for heaven without
tasting death!" replied her husband "But why do we speak of dying?
The draught cannot fail. Behold its effect upon this plant."
On the window seat there stood a geranium
diseased with yellow blotches, which had overspread all its leaves. Aylmer
poured a small quantity of the liquid upon the soil in which it grew. In a
little time, when the roots of the plant had taken up the moisture, the
unsightly blotches began to be extinguished in a living verdure.
"There needed no proof," said
Georgiana, quietly. "Give me the goblet I joyfully stake all upon your
word."
"Drink, then, thou lofty
creature!" exclaimed Aylmer, with fervid admiration. "There is no
taint of imperfection on thy spirit. Thy sensible frame, too, shall soon be all
perfect."
She quaffed the liquid and returned the
goblet to his hand.
"It is grateful," said she with
a placid smile. "Methinks it is like water from a heavenly fountain; for
it contains I know not what of unobtrusive fragrance and deliciousness. It
allays a feverish thirst that had parched me for many days. Now, dearest, let
me sleep. My earthly senses are closing over my spirit like the leaves around
the heart of a rose at sunset."
She spoke the last words with a gentle
reluctance, as if it required almost more energy than she could command to
pronounce the faint and lingering syllables. Scarcely had they loitered through
her lips ere she was lost in slumber. Aylmer sat by her side, watching her
aspect with the emotions proper to a man the whole value of whose existence was
involved in the process now to be tested. Mingled with this mood, however, was
the philosophic investigation characteristic of the man of science. Not the
minutest symptom escaped him. A heightened flush of the cheek, a slight
irregularity of breath, a quiver of the eyelid, a hardly perceptible tremor
through the frame,—such were the details which, as the moments passed, he wrote
down in his folio volume. Intense thought had set its stamp upon every previous
page of that volume, but the thoughts of years were all concentrated upon the
last.
While thus employed, he failed not to
gaze often at the fatal hand, and not without a shudder. Yet once, by a strange
and unaccountable impulse he pressed it with his lips. His spirit recoiled,
however, in the very act, and Georgiana, out of the midst of her deep sleep,
moved uneasily and murmured as if in remonstrance. Again Aylmer resumed his
watch. Nor was it without avail. The crimson hand, which at first had been
strongly visible upon the marble paleness of Georgiana's cheek, now grew more
faintly outlined. She remained not less pale than ever; but the birthmark with
every breath that came and went, lost somewhat of its former distinctness. Its
presence had been awful; its departure was more awful still. Watch the stain of
the rainbow fading out the sky, and you will know how that mysterious symbol passed
away.
"By Heaven! it is well-nigh
gone!" said Aylmer to himself, in almost irrepressible ecstasy. "I
can scarcely trace it now. Success! success! And now it is like the faintest
rose color. The lightest flush of blood across her cheek would overcome it. But
she is so pale!"
He drew aside the window curtain and
suffered the light of natural day to fall into the room and rest upon her
cheek. At the same time he heard a gross, hoarse chuckle, which he had long
known as his servant Aminadab's expression of delight.
"Ah, clod! ah, earthly mass!"
cried Aylmer, laughing in a sort of frenzy, "you have served me well!
Matter and spirit—earth and heaven—have both done their part in this! Laugh,
thing of the senses! You have earned the right to laugh."
These exclamations broke Georgiana's
sleep. She slowly unclosed her eyes and gazed into the mirror which her husband
had arranged for that purpose. A faint smile flitted over her lips when she
recognized how barely perceptible was now that crimson hand which had once
blazed forth with such disastrous brilliancy as to scare away all their
happiness. But then her eyes sought Aylmer's face with a trouble and anxiety
that he could by no means account for.
"My poor Aylmer!" murmured she.
"Poor? Nay, richest, happiest, most
favored!" exclaimed he. "My peerless bride, it is successful! You are
perfect!"
"My poor Aylmer," she repeated,
with a more than human tenderness, "you have aimed loftily; you have done
nobly. Do not repent that with so high and pure a feeling, you have rejected
the best the earth could offer. Aylmer, dearest Aylmer, I am dying!"
Alas! it was too true! The fatal hand had
grappled with the mystery of life, and was the bond by which an angelic spirit
kept itself in union with a mortal frame. As the last crimson tint of the
birthmark—that sole token of human imperfection—faded from her cheek, the
parting breath of the now perfect woman passed into the atmosphere, and her
soul, lingering a moment near her husband, took its heavenward flight. Then a
hoarse, chuckling laugh was heard again! Thus ever does the gross fatality of
earth exult in its invariable triumph over the immortal essence which, in this
dim sphere of half development, demands the completeness of a higher state.
Yet, had Alymer reached a profounder wisdom, he need not thus have flung away
the happiness which would have woven his mortal life of the selfsame texture
with the celestial. The momentary circumstance was too strong for him; he
failed to look beyond the shadowy scope of time, and, living once for all in
eternity, to find the perfect future in the present.

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